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A note on channeled messages: If you are reading this message, trust that you were guided here. Please use your own intuition to discern what meaning this message has for you. I'm not here to tell you how to interpret the meaning. I am here to give you the message as I heard it and to encourage you to go inward and find your own meaning based on whatever it is I have presented.
The ways I bring in messages take on a lot of forms. I use lucid dreaming, meditation, channeling, automatic writing, remote viewing, tarot, numerology, claircognizance, clairaudience, and shufflemancy. Often the messages I receive from each will intersect or cluster into greater meanings. The messages are timeless and often interconnect with messages I received before, offering more insight into them or other ways to twist them around and see them differently. For me, this feels kind of like when you work on solving a Rubik's cube. Rereading later with different context from another vantage point provides additional insight.
My hope is that you will see what I am doing and feel more comfortable opening up and exploring that part of yourselves. Everyone can do this. It's part of the human experience to be in touch with our abilities. I hope that by sharing my experiences it will help you to remember how to work with these energies, to remember who you are.
The 10/10 Portal and Saturn Direct.
As we pass through the 10/10 portal we are given divine encouragement to trust ourselves and our own discernment, to pay attention to our intuition and synchronicity to be shown the path that would be most advantageous to continuing growth and receiving blessings, to look forward toward creating our destiny.
Saturn going direct tonight brings a sense of emotional clarity and asks us to get in touch with our feelings to find and express our greatest authentic truths to our loved ones.
We reflect on the past so that we may step out of old patterns, personal and cultural, and, with Saturn’s forward motion, begin making plans for the future.
Maintaining the vibrational frequency of love is highlighted. Saturn requires our discipline. We are being asked to harness our knowledge of the planetary cycles in order to surf the space energies, tap into a deeper universal connection, and lean into massive transformation in the upcoming weeks.
“By the time she had caught the flamingo and brought it back, the fight was over.”
This is interesting. In one of my decks, the suit of swords are depicted as flamingos, so if you think of what the swords represent, this takes on the meaning of wrestling with your own thoughts or with your concept of what truth is. The flamingo and Alice are also psychopomps. The flamingo in the in between and Alice in the underworld. Both have the ability to usher the dead souls to safety, to access the void and the shadow, the dark where creation occurs.
The Dragonfly Story
"In the bottom of an old pond lived some grubs who could not understand why none of their group ever came back after crawling up the lily stems to the top of the water. They promised each other that the next one who was called to make the upward climb would return and tell what had happened to him. Soon one of them felt an urgent impulse to seek the surface; he rested himself on the top of a lily pad and went through a glorious transformation which made him a dragonfly with beautiful wings. In vain he tried to keep his promise. Flying back and forth over the pond, he peered down at his friends below. Then he realized that even if they could see him they would not recognize such a radiant creature as one of their number. The fact that we cannot see our friends or communicate with them after the transformation which we call death is no proof that they cease to exist." –Walter Dudley Cavert, Remember Now
“Consciousness is our ability to feel and sense what is around us and within us - and to tap into a deeper universal connection. Allow yourself to go beyond yourself and your ego. Tune into this consciousness deeply as you move forward on your journey.”
“Trust is a fluid word synonymous with the ability to have strength in one's beliefs about another or about oneself. At the same time, it is also a word tied to law, as trust can also be applied to a legal agreement where one becomes a custodian to protect valued assets for the sole benefit of another. Following I Can Be Trusted means staying aligned with your core values. Not being trustworthy carries a high price, as the weight of your soul is not measured in gold but by the feather of Ma’at, and true value is found in the heart that is alchemically golden. In the alchemical context, gold is symbolically considered “the king,” and it elementally corresponds with the sun, the heart, awareness, and sahasrara, the crown chakra. The crown or seventh chakra when activated is believed to allow a space of pure consciousness to be attained. In this space you unlock the ability to transform into the divine and do whatever you wish/will. The paradox is that, when you get to this point, it is not material desire that activates awareness but the heart’s desire to live in the light of truth. Living always in the light of truth can be challenging in modern times. To attain awareness and particular values, while still being present in the world, requires a balanced scale. Philosophically speaking, Aristotle’s Golden Mean provides a series of tenets to balance the mind, heart, and spirit, so as to follow the middle path by avoiding excess and being aware of where there may be a deficiency. A deficiency in honesty lends itself to secrecy, but too much honesty can lead to gossip and unnecessary chatter. Too much temperance leads to a lack of awareness, but not enough can call forth self indulgence and extravagance. Not enough friendship can cause loneliness but too much can mean only superficial relationships. Too much generosity causes toxic excess, but not enough can lead to stinginess. No self-control can bring indecision; too much, impulsiveness. Life is lived in the space between, and the trustworthy soul lets its golden light be felt through balanced action and word - the will being executed in accordance with the law of Ma’at.”
“Love takes many forms, and this is a depiction of Aphrodite, the goddess of love, beauty and fertility. The otherworldly charm of the distant landscape dissolves into the shimmering golden seas below, as if to light a path back to the heavens. Aphrodite is a water goddess, said to have been created from the foam of the sea. Her symbolism extends to anything that makes the heart sing, including music, nature and the arts. The tones used in this image are predominantly violet, which has the shortest wavelength of all the colors in the visible light spectrum. Violet is the color of the crown chakra found in the human aura, and creates vibrant energy that illuminates and connects us to higher planes. A passing dove hovers in the air above Aphrodite, as if enchanted by the hypnotic sound of her music. According to folklore, Pan created the pan pipe and memory of his lost love Syrinx, which is still the Greek name for pan pipe to this day. We can easily forget that we are spiritual beings having a mortal experience. At times we are blinded by fear, scarcity and material survival. Fear and love cannot occupy the same space. As souls, love is what we are and love is where we came from. The appearance of this card calls for you to realign with the mighty healing power of love so its light can illuminate your pathway. It may be your time to powerfully give or receive love, to forgive someone or overcome issues from the past where there has been hurt and disappointment. Love invites you to leave judgment and prejudice at the door. Let her warming rays move through you, touching those around you, whether family, strangers or enemies. Don't let the moment pass if you are given an opportunity to do things differently by expressing love in some way, no matter how small. Love invites you to dissolve barriers and let in the magic. All obstacles can be transcended because where love is present with no condition or agendas, all things become possible and miracles can happen. Love underpins the very foundation of life itself. Trust in its power and look forward to the prospect of giving, receiving, and sharing love. Above all, be willing to be guided by the wisdom of your loving heart.”
“Sound the Fierce Flute. Discernment empowers you to make choices that are aligned with your intentions. Like a fierce-sounding flute cutting through all vibrations with purity and intent, your discernment allows you to stay true to your values, without getting caught up in distraction. To grow spiritually through love, joy, peace, and abundance, make high vibrational choices that feel good to you.”
"Shakti. Transformation. Wonderful change is afoot in your life when the energy of the Hindu goddess Shakti arises to support you. All your longing, desire, and focus on something better in your life, coupled with your willingness to do the work, has ignited the life force energy of the Great Goddess. She responds now to bring you your heart’s desire. Know that now is the perfect time to move into the highest version of yourself. Are you ready for this change you so badly wanted? Everything depends on how honest and clear you have been, and how willing you are now to explore other ways of being authentic in the world. You have the magical, feminine, divine energy of the creator goddess Shakti to help you when you become open to doing things differently. You are stepping into your destiny—do so wisely and without guile, and you will be amazed at the way your world awakens with breathtaking beauty.”
“Cosmic Blueprint. You have always been in alignment with the cosmic blue print. Believe it! Foundational energy. The Golden Spiral shows us the importance of circles and cycles in creation, death and rebirth. It is a geometrical blueprint for life. Divinely proportionate and infinite, we see this structure mirrored in our bodies, all kingdoms of the Earth, and galaxies of the cosmos. Everything exists in one harmonious, mystical system. There is no separation, for we are all at one with existence in this way. Have you sensed this spiral within you and your surroundings?”
“Elements. The four elements: water, earth, air, and fire, comprise the basis of matter on our planet and exist throughout the universe. These elements are bound together by the quintessence, or expansive energy, of the cosmos. Utilizing building blocks and foundational elements such as the Platonic Solids and Philosopher’s Stone are ways to shape a meaningful existence inside your dream life.”
Broken Bells - The High Road
First Aid Kit - My Silver Lining
Hans Zimmer - S.T.A.Y. (This is the energy that came through with that via shufflemancy. It's very much the feeling that the hiraeth/saudade post had.)
Nine Inch Nails - Dead Souls
55 - Be Ready For Changes
141 - Your Dreams Are Valid
666 - The Hidden Truth
778 - Let Go Of The Past
Special thanks to Sophia.